Wo sie nicht ist\kann ich nicht sein

Small prebed blog, on account of the worm in my heart caused by my separation from my beliked. what to do? take matters into own hand? that were very risky indeed, given i don't fb, she does (probably), etc. on the other hand, i don't think it would be unwelcome. I got to bed sorehearted, woulding that I were a beckett hero, with a heart as dessicated as mr burns, so speech, no words, and a body already dead.