Well, i'm a hero. That is, i'm going to the cinema with people outside my immediate family, in about 40 minutes. i'm not going to let myself get depressed about how this warrants a blog, because it's really a good thing i'm doing, tho i'd rather stay pascalesque in my room. When there is one cause of nervousness, i have noted, the others all barge in, until one can't look sideways w/out being overwhelmed with angst. Almost such is me now. The time trundles by.