Monday, 16 November 2009

the eternal possibility-of-shenanigans draws us on

frei nach goethe.

A tough week last but non at least introspective, now i'm back to the uni and back to the bemoaning tho i'm in good mood now. Little concrete possibilities are offering themselves at the moment. Interesting observation: on the dating site i message people who are unlikely to message me back; i never realized i was doing this until i reflected on it but it's clear i'm dooming myself to failure thereby. There remains the meatspace maedchen. Who knows, something might happen. I don't really have any desire of friends, just a girlfriend. And not just shenaniganicly speaking, not primarily in fact. Someone to feel close to i guess, to care for and be cared for by. Aw shucks, the necessity of bathos. Potentially one on said site, tho i fear it's a shy-ster. Hinauf. Enough.

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